I was now getting to be a walking map of the LGI, and come
appointment day I intended on getting to the waiting room with plenty of time
to spare, on the off chance that I was going to get in and be seen early. My
symptoms however had decided against this and prior to leaving for the hospital
I suffered one of the worst falls since being ill. My legs were getting
progressively weaker, steps were proving near impossible and I was finding
being a strong righty meant I was dragging my right foot and taking the brunt
of the fall on my left. Cuts and bruises were aplenty. This fall culminated in
re-opening on old scab on my left knee as well as adding a new one with a
bruise to match, and leaving my confidence quite shaken.
Before leaving for the hospital I called ahead to arrange a
portering wheelchair, which I was pleased to find was waiting for me on
arrival. I have always been opposed to using a wheelchair, to me using one when
I could actually use my legs was a sign of giving up. But today I wasn’t going
to risk it, between my weak legs, aching calves and numb feet, walking
aggravated the cuts on my knees and the bruising was already coming out in a new
and undiscovered shade of purple. Getting to the Neurology and Cardiac
outpatients department was an unusual experience being pulled through the
hospital, especially as those chairs only seem to want to go backwards. Still,
I had arrived and was now waiting to get the answers I had waited for, for so
long.
Getting called into a room to see Dr Dunn I was quite
nervous, especially as my last encounter had showed such a gaping hole in my
knowledge (not knowing about CIDP), but on entering he instantly put me at ease
by saying “Well I can see you’ve not got any better… The good news is I’m sure
I know what’s wrong and you are fixable”. MUSIC TO MY EARS. I was fixable. What
I had read online had not made for positive thoughts and several times I
thought I may be a total write off for many years to come. After speaking with
the Dr about the options available to me (Steroids/IVIG) I had to explain that
I was due to move back to Wales the following weekend – It was time to get more
support, for both myself and my partner from our family. With that said, it was
decided that I would start of a course of Prednisilone immediately, with the
hope of suppressing my immune system so that my myelin sheath would be able to
start repairing itself.
We also discussed the fact that I would probably need a
Lumbar Puncture to fully complete my diagnosis. It was eluded to that if I
wasn’t going to move, I would have started on IVIG rather than the steroids.
But I could get the steroids immediately, and was so happy to be receiving any
form of treatment after months of going it without any (medicinal) help at all.
I was told that despite taking such a high dosage (60mg daily) the improvements
(if any) will take at least a month to start being felt, with more accurate
results displayed after 3 months. 3 months to see improvements after more than
6 months of frustration was nothing in comparison.
A quick physical examination showed that the deep reflexes
in my legs and arms were totally gone, my wrist and foot drop was incredibly
apparent and they offered no resistance when being pushed. My arms were also
incredibly heavy, and lifting them above my head was now starting to prove
difficult and tiring (which was a new and unpleasant experience for me). My
legs were also very weak and I was quite disappointed with how little strength
I had when the Dr conducted his tests. Still, I was about to start receiving
treatment. This was a step in the right direction!
I cannot convey to you how helpful Dr Dunn was. He was happy
to answer my barricade of questions and explain everything down to the smallest
detail. He also seemed to appreciate the fact that my partner and I wanted to
know as much about this illness as possible, so we could be fully clued up on
what we were up against. After explaining about the onset of my symptoms, I was
described as a “textbook case of CIDP”, although I’m not sure I was that
pleased about the prognosis. What was more, he assured me that despite the fact
that I was moving, if I had any questions or queries about anything, I was to
contact him immediately and he would do his best to come back to me with
answers. He also tried his best to answer my concerns about having a Lumbar
Puncture as I have read they can be quite painful. Despite his best efforts, it
was going to be case of wait and see for the Lumbar Puncture, and it was not
something I was looking forward too.
Although I left the hospital in the wheelchair I did feel
considerably better than when I entered. Frustratingly my move back to Wales
did mean that I would have to be assessed by another Neurologist as it is
generally unheard of for one Neurologist to pick up from where another left
off. Still, I had received a diagnosis which was half the battle, and was
starting treatment. This was great news, it WAS going to be more positive from
this point.
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